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[Thursday, April 27th, 2006 @ 12:38am]
"I think the point was for them to blend together, for Rose white to get a little wilder and for rose red to cool down a bit." -The hanged Man, Francescia Lia Block

I love this quote for My friend and I seem like this quote. I'm am rose white, the inoccence, the silent shy one. And my lovely friend, Kim, is rose red, she wild, she lives life with no fears, and she doesnt hold herself back from people like i do. And we both have a bear, the same man who hurt her has taken some of the inocence I have and at the same time, restored the inocence that had been snatched from me. My bear and I will never be lovers, for one reason or another but I am rose white, my lovely is rose red. and my lover is my bear. And one day I hope to have a Perdita child, when really the name wouldnt belong to her, but to me, the one with the lost childhood.
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[Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 @ 4:51am]
so today I watched one tree hill and the episode was about Peyton dealing with the love in her heart that she has for Lucas who is with Brooke. well Lucas likes Brooke a lot and some things are just standing in the way of Peyton and Lucas being togther. There is always a problem. men have to find a problem to say why something wont work then to admit they won't try and make it work. how silly the problems they come up with are. From why they cant love you to why they can't take out the trash. its always something. how do we live if we just "what if" what if we actually did those what ifs. well maybe people would be more happy. you look around all those problems. you ignore the barier. I dont like breaking rules, but i do, or i find loop holes. I'd do anything if i knew i would make me or someone else happy...maybe. but other people don't do that for its not their style, or its too hard, or so many things stand in the way of what they "want". and hwo do we know if they really do want. they say he wants me and then everything tells me he doesn't. he wont try. I try, i do, i do all of this stuff just to get half a chance and the lil stupid stuff like my age and where i live stand in the damn way! how is that. I'd fly out there if i had to. yes so i have money, you can call me a stuck up scottsdale gurl but i dont care for this is me. I'm a lil spoiled but i have real problems. My heart aches and i dont know what to do about it. i feel like i'm bleeding everywhere. i keep forgetting to eat and then i just dont eat for days. I knew i would sooner or later mess things up between us I guess that times just now. I always think so much. but why him? why did it have to be him. the one person Icant have and thats who i fall for. Before my mind was never set on a certain guy just a dream guy. the guy i wanted to have my adventures with and live out my dreams, the guy to break me out of my little shell. thats how i started writing. i wrote my wants, my desires. and then the one think i've been wishing for comes along, he does everything i wanted him to...almost. and then through it all i tell meyself if i bite my tounge everything will be okay but its not i've messed it up. I know have a certain guy, its not broad anymore. so i have no ideas for any of my stories...none. the only thing i yern for now is him. and thats the worst thing.
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24 hours [Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 @ 11:50am]
If you had me alone, locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you have me do? All comments will be permanently screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get.
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[Saturday, April 15th, 2006 @ 2:54am]

Q1: On what date do you usually do the deed?
haha never done it thank god but whenever i'm ready is a good day

Q2. Have you ever fooled around with a person of your own gender?


Q3. Should you ever give a relationship a second chance.


Q4. Have you ever fooled around with a Co-Worker?


Q5. Who ended your last relationship?

Q6. Would you ever have a relationship with someone 10 years or more older than you.
Yeah thats just how stupid i am

Q7. How long could you abstain from sex or masturbation
A month

Q8. What is your opinion of PDA?

Um...whats that?

Q9. What is the first thing you check out on someone your attracted to?


Q9. What are their crimes?

um...how hot they are

Q10. How did you meet your partner?
right now dont have one!
single not too happy abot it...hope to change that

Q11. What first attracts you to someone?
smile, hair, personality
Q12. What is your ideal seduction date?

he picks me up, we go to a hotel, um yeah

Q13. Have you ever had a workplace romance?
oh all the time...no!
Q14. What's your favorite thing about your partner?

hes an ass haha...dont have one right now

any 5 ppl who are willing to do this
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[Saturday, April 15th, 2006 @ 2:49am]
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happy easter to all my friends u guys are the best!
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[Friday, January 13th, 2006 @ 11:42pm]
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